Tag!

Tagged by syaza so i guess here it is!

(i)Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 1715
Name : Joceline
Sisters : 0
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : 24.5 cm
Height : 158 cm
Where do you live : oyama

Have you ever fallen asleep at school: oh yes, countless of times but usually i would not if i can help it..
Broken someone's heart : yeah i think so.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : yeah been there done that, i thought it was love then but it wasn`t

Who was were the last person you danced with : my little brother
Last made you smile: nama harumaki yum yum
You last yelled at :hellpppp meeee


Random
Do you like your hand-writing: it is really messy actually
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: the king`s bed
Are you a friendly person : not really, more to reclusive kinda girl
Do you have any pets : i have a dog at home
What are you doing right now : reports and math exercises
Can you handle the truth: not really but i try to suck my pride
Are you closer to your mother or father: both
Do you eat healthy: yeah i guess.. i avoid fried food as much as i could...but occasional treats are okay
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : my mommy and bestie

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
when i was 11..i was acting like any kid should..having fun

5 places I am living in ( places I've lived in since i was born till current)
(1) miri

(2) kuching

(3) kuala lumpur

(4) oyama

5 people I tag
yin2

asyilah

lyssa

K

anyone else

(ii)
1. The person who last tag you is:
syaza

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
friend

3. Your five impression of him/her:
tall, slim, a bit crazy at times, carefree, playful

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
ahh, i noe this and i think she noes too..the heart to heart thing

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
well her acts are memorable...hehe

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
muaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

7. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
no no difficult situation..

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
nahhh

9. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is..
kiss her on the cheek:)

10. Your overall impression of him/her is:
tall slim syaza

11. How you think people around you will feel about you?:
health and hygiene freak

12. The characters you love of yourself are:
hardworking and determined

13. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
emotional and a slightly bad temper

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
a best friend and good girlfriend

15. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:

imma gonna pass on this
gotta go now !!!

Days passed by like a blur to me. And now I`m taking a break from all of the rushing, reports, homeworks, exercises. I need focus and concentration. Sigh. I need a hobby. Or that feeling you get after sweating it all out. ah, splendid. I think I`m not writing as much anymore. No zest left in me. I have lots to share but not here, not now. Hehe. I want to go to Disneysea. (And I had been there twice already!) Later, peeps. And thanks K for the appreciation post.:)

long absence

Absence makes the heart grow fonder isn`t it? Oh my gosh, I rearranged my room and guess what, the bed totally broke down. I don`t even know how to describe it properly but suffice to say i can never use it again..I`m not sure what to write here except my thoughts lately are jumbled up, unfocused, confused. But there are also some happy thoughts and emotions. Ahh, better get to work.

chatuchak

This is an overdue one but well here goes nothing. I'm not really in the mood to post anything actually. But if there is anything i can tell u about bangkok, well it's never complete without a visit to chatuchak. HUGEEEE market selling everything, i mean almost everything, from pets, clothes, art stuff, hand made designs, food, drinks, men's shirts, decors for your home the list is endless. I wanna take some pictures but I was shopping like crazy till I forgot. Well, one thing about chatuchak is that if you find anything you like, buy it straight away. You may never find the shop again because there are too many people around and you'll be sweating mad cause it really feels like sauna there. But the clothes I can tell you girls, are absolutely gorgeous, and best of all cheaper and bargain-able. I want to go back again someday on my own(if i got the moolah that is). You probably don't need a tour guide in Bangkok but do figure out the places you want to see before you go.

bangkok

I'm now in Bangkok. For two days already actually with my dad. Well, it is really one huge city that you've gotta see for yourself. Most people have already been here I guess but this is my first time in Bangkok. At first glance, it is almost like KL but well, I can tell you now it is ttotally different. I don't go to those famous temples cause it's quite far away and actually I just wanted to shop(hehe) But suprisingly I onlybought a pair of sandals for 100 baht(RM 10). But the stuff are cheaper than KL for sure. That's all for my purchase. But tomorrow is weekend and weekend means Chatujak Weekend Market. Probably do lotsa shopping there. Not many pictures from me, but I will load them up later (mostly pictures of my hotel! more about this cute hotel later) I went to Patpong, Pratunam and Ratchaprasong shopping district. It is a bit similar to Petaling Street. But there are some huge shopping malls around the area that caters to the rich and famous too (labels labels labels) Also, I noticed that shrines are very common here in shopping malls, in front of the hotel, even in the hotel I'm staying which probably means most Thais are God-fearing folks. Besides all that shopping I also ventured into the red-light district. Nothing suprising here, just girls wearing very very skimpy bikinis standing or gyrating on the pole. Not that erotic la. Ok that's all for now. Chow!

Perception

We always build our perception towards someone based on what we see, think, heard and read. I`m like that too. We easily assume something because that`s how things work. We love to label people. Smart, beautiful, slut, brainy, cute, handsome..associating someone with an adjective becomes a necessity so we can remember them better. It comes naturally to us human beings.
People read too much into written stuff. We like to read between the lines, in hoping of breaking the cryptic message laid before us. We like to envision ourselves as the super sleuth portrayed in the comics we read when we were young. But sometimes, what if there is no meaning, nothing cryptic, nothing secretive about it. It`s simply written in the spur of the moment. I don`t like to edit my writings except if it is super sensitive. I want to rant too sometimes if I`m pissed but then again I stop myself from going overboard. Because anger subsides. And u may not feel tomorrow the way u feel today.

hokkaido

the reason I`ve been MIA-->hokkaido..pics galore
hokkaido was splendid, simply gorgeous, mouth-watering delicious seafood in abundance...

Lonely Polar bear in asahiyama zoo
penguins!!!!

dreamy, romantic

Oonuma Park Some friendly rabbits we met at Oonuma Park

Chocolate Factory (yummy factory)

Farm Tomita-the lavenders withered already but still gorgeous nonetheless

Farm Tomita again

Hakodate hakodate night view

sunset

hakodate

Thanks a loooooot to my very own tour guide, chang yuan and arif for showing us around hakodate and william sempai for letting us crash in ur house.

恋に落ちたい。。。

It is just weird how things turn out sometimes. One minute you`re like trying ur best to run away from the something and the next minute you`re completely charmed by it.
Winter nights are soooo cold and lonely and I hated it so much. Summer nights, I`ll remember them forever...

I was talking to my cousin the other day and she was telling me about her university. Well, most Malaysian public universities are huge..and she told me about how fit she is going to be after four years because of the walking around the campus.haha. well, that is not really a bad thing though.
I`d always dreamed of the exact same thing..huge campus area with lush green surroundings, people having study group outdoors (but since it is so hooottt in Malaysia I doubt that this is possible. Most people prefer indoors with aircons blowing cool air. To my dearest cousin, this is beginning of another chapter of your life. All the best dear.

driving test

Anyone who knows me well will agree on the fact that I totally suck in handling machines. That`s why in the previous post, I said that my passing the driving test I sat for when I was 17 years old was a fluke. It took me 3 freaking months to master the whole motion of driving..3 months!!When most of my friends took 2 months or less. The teacher wasn`t a big help either in terms of moral support. She was a good teacher no offense, but she berated me so many times by saying I will never be able to drive well, and that I am terribly slow. I know I am all the things she said, that I do not deny. But at least, I tried my very best. So anyway, after those 3 months I told her I gotta take the driving test immediately because I had to go to KL for studies, she grudgingly signed the paper to allow me to take the test. The thing is I almost failed if it wasn`t because of an incredible stroke of luck. No, I did not bribe anyone. I was unusually calm and confident and quick-minded that day. What a departure from my old bundle-of-nerves self. So, the decision I took that day saved me and my face ..hehe:P The decision was to not to give up when I mounted the slope. Anyone who took the test surely knows this: you have to stop on the yellow line before accelerating and going down the slope. I just barely touched the yellow line. I thought I was really going to fail by then. But I remembered what my instructor told me before (i can`t recall it now actually) and ta-da, I passed!

TGI Fridays

Let`s see. I`m going back next month!!! Yay, I heard they are having Malaysian Mega Sale now. Apalagi, buy la. Midvalley Megamall-must go..One Utama..must go also..I need a shopping partner..hmm. Ok maybe window shopping would do just fine. Next stop would be food, food and more food. I sooo wanted to eat those ridiculously cheap Malaysian delicacies. I know that with the recent fuel hike, things might become a bit pricey. So because I have this urge to do meme today, i might as well try it.

1. Do you believe in ‘if you love a person, set him/he free’?
I guess so, it is hard but life ain`t fair.

2. Your dream wedding?

In a beautiful garden of an old castle somewhere in Scotland...yeah a dream that will never come true. But hey look the question was about a dream wedding!

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?

Lots!but most of all I want to go home.

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

I have so many dreams, can`t choose

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yeah, it is proven to be true rite?

6. What will make you twirl in your room and roll on your bed and break out in scream or laughter?
Funny jokes??Funny people telling really funny jokes?

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Save 3/4 of it in the bank and the rest goes to spending for myself, parents and others.

8. What is your ultimate goal in life
Last time I wanted to be really successful and earn lots of money but now all i want is to grow old happily:)

9. Would you swim in a vat of chocolate?
never, yucks! Ced would probably like this though!

10. What is the stupidest (serious) thing you have ever done?
I did lots of stupid stuff not on purpose but because I`m naturally clumsy.

11. Which type of cars do u love the most?
Wow, never give cars so much thought because I can`t drive eventhough i have a driving license.

I think my passing the driving test was a fluke really.

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? A hug or a kiss?
Love..

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you, point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
point it out to me...It will hurt a bit but yeah gotta learn from your weaknesses no?

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Famili

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
I shop occasionally

16. What do you like about yourself?
I like my hands. haha, for no particular reason.

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My shyness, my indecisiveness, laziness

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
when something does not go the way I wanted it to be?

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
Err, yes and no. I`m very curious, so yes but curiosity kills the cat..so no..

20. What’s the best way to die in your opinion?
When you know you have accomplished what u wanted to do in your lifetime, and all your loved ones are beside you, that`s the best way methinks.

politics

The Malaysian political scene is currently in a disarray with one pihak blaming another pihak. What happened to the muhibbah spirit that we learned in classrooms. What is happening back home?
Sudah hari Jumaat. Masa berlalu cepat.

-Indiana Jones looked so tired, that`s all I have got to say. Still, watch it la guys.:P
-I like the protagonist in `Norwegian Wood`. Sensitive, well-read, but somewhat reserved..And I did imagine how he would look like if he were a real person. Gosh, I`m obsessive.
-I`m this super lazy bummer who needs to work harder on Maths. Today was like a splash of cold water on my face..when I realized I`d totally forgotten those basic things. (that an engineering student AIN`T supposed to forget). Get working Joceline dammit!
-My friend wanted Spain to win sooo much so I say go GERMANY! Not an inkling of interest in footie though!
-I`m in love with the song by Jyongri-Unchanging Love. Very catchy song, okay!
-I just wanna say sorry for being frustrated with some stuff these past few days. Nowadays I think I`m slowly turning into a worry-wart. Stress about this and that la. As if the world is gonna end if something is not done immediately. Yeah that`s me. Such a sad case, huh.The situation is not helped at all by doing poorly in my exams. Ugh! Why do I let exams dictate who I am and my value as a person. Am I sensing PMS here?
-I like rainy days because they have this sort of sad quality about them. Like tears. But once it`s over, you feel so much better. Crying is actually healing they say. And I believe it because I`m such a crybaby.

hair

Well, my long locks were really irritating the hell out of me. Too long, split ends, limp, in short...not really healthy looking because of the perm and dye job I had. Yeah of course can do treatment bla3 to revitalise the hair...but I wanted to change my whole look you see. It`s not like I had never cut my hair short before. I had really long hair when I was very very young but once I started schooling I kept it very short. Sort of like bob style cut. But when I was in Form Four, because I wanted to erm, appear more feminine, I grow my hair long. Ok, all stories aside, this is me now with shorter hair! What a breeze...

haruki murakami/prince caspian

I must study hard, must study harder, from now on. Sigh. Slacking way too much lately.
I bought `Dance dance dance` by Haruki Murakami. People are raving about this author so hmm, I think I should read it and see what is it all about. Can`t always stick to one author only*cough* jodi picoult* cough*
Nothing beats watching a blockbuster in the cinema. And the second installment of Narnia was good, though some might say there are too many eye candies in it. But hey, no complains here. Yeah, I`m shallow like that. Heh..

emo post ahead

OK this is going to be an emo post because I feel incredibly emo right now. I was restless tonight. I can`t sleep. Might have been due to the fact that I performed quite badly in one particular subject this time around. Strangely though, that was not the main thing hindering me from sleep tonight. Break-ups are painful and difficult for both parties. To move on with your life ain`t easy. It is, more often than not, a long and winding road. Especially if you broke up with someone you are mad about. But anyway that is beside the point of this entry. Having gone through break-ups before, I expected myself to be stronger or somewhat immune to it. But I`m not. I`m pretty fragile deep inside. I cry easily,which is my main problem. I have so many insecurities. I tend to hurt people easily with the words I use. And I envy people who made it through all these years.But for me, I simply just don`t think I can fall in love again. Maybe in the future but I can`t really see it either. Maybe I`m scared, maybe this time around I will guard my heart ever so closely.

FYI, I don`t feel emo 24/7. So do not take this entry to mean that I`m upset, or angry or anything like that. It`S just the way I feel right now. And as usual, feelings change over time. Bye, nites!

movies

Edit:
Movies I definitely cannot miss
1.Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull (need i say more?)
2.Sex and the City (the movie--cause Carrie Bradshaw is in me..hehe)
3.The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian (obviously)--->DONE
4.Made of Honor (Mcdreamy, nuff` said)
5.What Happens in Vegas...(Cameron Diaz and Ashton Kutcher-can`t wait to see their chemistry together-romantic comedy is my favourite genre too!)
6.Iron Man
7.21
8.The Other Boleyn Girl(watched this already actually but want to watch again)
9. PS I Love You

narnia

i want to watch narnia...no not for the prince caspian guy but the brown-eyed Edmund...*drools* yala, yala he`s so very young and I feel like a cradle-snatcher. But oh my gosh, see the armor he`s wearing. My knight in shining armor*big wet shiny eyes*
I always imagined what it would be to be living in those times where men actually wore armor like that to protect their country, wives or land. Ya but those are feudal times I think ,so women are at a disadvantage which is basically not so very nice for the ladies.
Tomorrow-有機化学 and 哲学(yeah this is actually philosophy-dun ask me anything about it..mostly memorization only)

tired

Swimming makes me feel hungry. after today`s lesson, i bought two onigiri ok. I was THAT hungry. waaahhhh..
Hey remember 911-the boy band? Eh their songs are seriously very nice ok, who want to argue with me on this!!
Baby baby baby please let me have ur private number...
and of course
the day we find love once again (singing)*ducks away because mua singing is veli horrible...Blame it on the lack of musical talent. No, no lack is not the word. It is more like non-existent:P

I really have no intention of making this blog private. But because of certain circumstances, I gotta do it. Will re-open it to public once it is okay to do so again.

Aikido

So yesterday was my first lesson..There were some stretching, and sitting and nage and learning how to stand properly so that I`m more prepared for an attack. Not that easy ok. But it really loosened me up. A lot. Mentally and physically. Experienced some muscle pain today but it`S normal la..For someone who don`t do any exercise at all.

You were there
For summer dreaming
And you gave me
What I need
And I hope you
Find your freedom

For eternity

You were there
For summer dreaming
And you are
A friend indeed
And I hope you
Find your freedom

Eventually

You were there
For summer dreaming
And you gave me
What I need
And I know you'll
Find your freedom
Eventually

For eternity

Robbie Williams

aikido

This Tuesday..I`m going to go for an aikido lesson. So what is aikido? It is a form of Japanese martial art.For more info, check out Wikipedia. I really am starting to get bored out of my mind studying for exams and all so when Minley (a senior) sorta mentioned it, I thought at first, maybe not going for it coz of the approaching exams. But on second thought, what the heck..just go for it,Joceline. See what happens ok. Not that I badly needed it to protect myself but who knows?

***

Today I tried a senior`s recipe. It turned out looking pretty horrible with badly smashed tofu but yummy!!! It`s egg+tomato+tofu. Simple yet healthy, no?

I`ve been trying very hard to memorize all these formulas for the exams and it is driving me nuts. But I`ll be okay back to normal again soon.

time..more time

Ok imagine this..Memorizing without understanding...Am i missing something here?
Oh well..I try my best to understand. But, there is always a but, I can`t do it.
I`m talking about my exam preparations here. I do wonder about the reason why I myself strive so hard to get good results. I hope in the end it`s worth the effort...
In another matter entirely, I want to dye my hair black again. But the dye will seriously dry out my hair and makes it appear limp and I hate limp hair!!! I want those bouncy hair that you see in commercial..:P
oh chow for now!

Some (very!) recent natural disasters sure got some of us out there thinking.Me too included. About how everything seemed so insignificant compared to breathing and living life itself. The ones still here just gotta keep moving on.

recap

So what is really cooking these day? the days are beginning to feel warmer (uhm I like but not too hot la, you know why)
Today is the day I completed my experiment. I have it every week but because it is a 2-week experiment, that means I only have to pass up my report every other week. But nonetheless, reports are reports. And you can never get enough of it as a kosen student. Kosen=colleges of technology. On top of that, I have a homework to do as well. To be fair, I was very free the past few weeks. I filled up my time watching dramas and movies and reading Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult(this is the second time I`ve mentioned her eh...go get it if u wanna read it although Nineteen Minutes has a school shooting theme..yeah, remember Columbine?

Random stuff..I saw a boy (5 years of age maybe)today in the ladies` loo. Yeah pretty normal to see boys under the age of 5 years old to enter the ladies` with their moms rite(cause at that age, we pretty much follow our mom everywhere). So I guess quite a number of guys out there(fully grown ones) can say that "I`ve entered the ladies`"..ok lame attempt at a joke. But it was purely an observation.


Yeah chow for now at least..

research

By early October i will be starting on a research. Which will be guided by a teacher. And I` m having a hard time choosing which teacher. You might say it doesn`t make any difference but it does. Having a great caring teacher is sooooo much better than having a teacher who is probably too shy/less talkative teacher, rite? But what if you have completely no interest in that caring teacher`S research but is more interested in that shy/less talkative teacher`s research. Plus, someone else I`m comfortable talking too (a rarity here) is also planning to enter that shy/less talkative teacher`S research too. How??? I guess in the end I already know who I`m going to choose. Sheesh it`S a secret...guess, people...

I know i should have updated a long time ago in malaysia. But seriously, my schedule was something like this:kl-kch-miri-sibu-kch-kl-kk-kl in a space of a month. So internet connection was hard to come by. I know I`m giving excuses haha!Well, my mom said no to a certain plan I`ve been cooking up so I guess I have to follow whatever she says. But to my surprise, I find myself rebelled so much less as compared to when I`m 16 or 17 years old. But hopefully, there will be a small consolation regarding that decision.
My resolution this year: less shopping, more exercise, more healthy food! That`s all I can think about now.
I`m very random at times so forgive me. So, now I`m in fourth year of my diploma studies (technically, it is going to be my second year in Japan). Last year I can get by without much pressure in studies but this year, everything is going to get more difficult to comprehend. I rather not dwell on it sometimes. Being part of a rat race is suffocating. But sometimes I`m inevitably sucked into it. I wonder if after finishing my diploma, can I go somewhere else(other country) to study? It is practically unheard of in Japan for JPA scholars, I think. And it surely is gonna cost $$$ on my part.And the whole idea is to save money and how I`m going to save money if I`m going to spend it.T______T I probably will follow the conventional route in the end....
Next up are pics from January`s ski trip and my cousin`s wedding:>Congrats and live happily ever after (though it sounds sooo cliche)

in malaysia

yes im back in malaysia, it has been like that for about a week..So I spent my days reading, yes u heard me, averaging something like 2-3 days per book. Jodi Picoult, has always been my favourite and I picked up John Grisham's too. Something caught my eye while I was browsing the best seller's section today. Stephen King, Bag of Bones, with a title like that, how could I resist. So, I am now halfway through it (I gotta stop for breaks too you know) and I find his writing overwhelming...But I just need to finish it(you know that feeling.haha,so that qualifies me as a bookworm, I'm happy to join the club anyway. Of course I spent the night at Asyilah's too, gosh i miss her. I know she's busy but she still makes time for me. thank you girl!muaks muaks muaks!!!
oh well, since I have soooooo much time on my hands, I've been doing a lot of thinking. Stop it Joceline, stop the thinking, go out and enjoy the sunshine!!! Yeah i told myself that so many many times but I still can't help it. At this point in my life, I am considered extremely blessed. I have parents who care for me, an opportunity to further my studies in a country so vastly different from my own, friends, not many of them, but ones I have,they are great people, and everything to look forward too this coming summer. So you can see by my posts, that yes I tend to think too much on life in general but that doesn't mean I can't let my hair down too. It's just that I need something to bring out the best in me(cehwah like Blue's "Best in Me" pulak)And I make sure I count my blessings everyday.
The pics will be up soon if I got time (I have plenty of it thank you) but my cousin's wedding is around the corner so yeah I'm going to be pretty preoccupied with that for the moment. Tata..

backstreet`S back

The concert was last night. It was AWESOME!!!!!! They sang their old hits and songs from their newest album and they still got it all together. Kevin left the band sometime ago so yeah a bit sad to hear that but still a nice show. Can`t get any pics tho because here in Japan, snapping pictures are prohibited and considered rude because the flashes disturb the whole experience i guess. So, no pictures except the stage before their performance:( Will upload after exam ok? Yeah but it was totally great. For 2 whole hours I was like maybe 200 metres away from them and the stage is that far..It is held Tokyo Dome, a huge baseball stadium!! Anyway, that concludes everything for tonight. I`m very tired but it was a blast!

happy valentine`s day

i took a break from studying for exams (in fact, i wasn`t even really studying these few days..partly because I kept thinking about going back home:P)
well it is valentine`S day today...i still remember the tradition back in my secondary school. One group of students wanting to make money would organize something like dedications, chocolate giving stuff...So if u fancy a girl or a boy, u tell them about it and what do you wanna send to that person u fancy..and they would arrange everything for you at a price of course but it was not that expensive. I sent one or two chocolates or bookmark, I can`t really remember but I never received these sort of stuff:( I so wanted someone to send it to me that i actually thought of buying it myself pretending that it was from my secret admirer...but yeah as i watched my friends receive them of course i felt jealous and all..but yeah thinking back, LOL, it was funny..But oh well, in Japan it is the girl`s duty to give gifts here to their crush. Strange but true. I guess in a way it`s cute.
Happy Valentine`s day everyone. Tell the person you love that you love them, be it your friends or family or boy/girl friend husbands/wives...Whoever it is, spread the love...muaahhhh, XOXO..ok anyone close to me will know I cut off chocolates from my diet completely already since they caused me acne last time and I used to consume a lot during my good skin days(ahh secondary school)..but for today, i make an exception..i`m going to buy something for myself..:)

i edited the song bcoz now I`m feeling beatle-ish
so guys here goes...my favourite at this moment
if i fell...:P:P:P

and guess what, it snowed heavily this morning...pics will be up when im back in malaysia, don`t worry!!!

hehehe, ok i`m continuing this anyway. But I really dunno what to write about nowadays. Well, if u want to hear me whine about the exams, which I`m sure isn`t something you all wanna hear. Or the fact that I have a presentation up next monday in japanese. Which I haven`t started preparing for yet. And how everything is so confusing to me(organic chem) I seriously am running out of ideas here...
edit: there is this new musical called across the universe featuring beatles` songs...I MUST watch this!!

:P

Last nite i was listening to blue non-stop. yes, it is that band Blue. More specifically, the boyband Blue. Haha, I know a friend of mine was crazy about Blue once and now i finally agree with him that their songs are actually nice. Ok la, I know I am in this crazy mood right now that is into those boyband type of songs. Why do they go away? I mean except Backstreet Boys(whose concert I`m attending in 3 week`s time!!) the rest is poof..gone...
I`m thinking of reverting back to posting up pics only..Maybe I`ve lost the enthusiasm to blog..

I cried yesterday. Hate this feeling. But after waking up this morning i felt refreshed again:)
And ready again to start the day. Aih, life oh life oooohhh life ooh life dudududu
Sometimes maybe it is good to reflect back on the past but sometimes you gotta be strong and tell yourself, even if it hurts, that u can`t change anything about the past.
******
And I wanna say thank you to ash for buying me the lovely pink/purple pencil box. Yay, now we have identical pencil box. It is soooo nice and sweet!!
******
And thank you for the cd,shirt, and card. It made my day:)

our song

cheeky song but i cannot stop listening to it..how???

-i baked sponge cake yesterday
-ate a super delicious krispy kreme for the first time yesterday
so that is yesterday and what about my plans for today? organic chemistry...study and revise it,I have a lot to cover this time around:(
I just can`t wait to go back home. When I am back home I will post up more pics because well, I left the connection wires back at home and I dun have any memory card reader::
Plans when I`m back...visit KL`s latest shopping malls! And probably visit ppktj...ahhh those days. OK back to the present..busy days revising for exams ahead!Chow!

sweet valley

I remember sweet valley. how could i not? at one time, reading and buying sweet valley novels meant the world to me. And i could not live without them, literally. I started reading around the age of 10 and by the time I am 12 year old, almost EVERY girl in my school was hooked. So basically, books swapping and books getting lost in the process, namely sweet valley novels, were abundant during those days in primary school. It was really THE must read book for us girls. We drool over Todd Wilkins and many many other "hotties" in the book, we were simply curious young teenagers wanting to find out about the trials and tribulations of Jessica and Elizabeth Wakefield. I remember those days well. I`m more of the Elizabeth type..I think when i go back home for spring break, I shall pick up a Sweet Valley book to read, just for old time`s sake. And reminisce about those days:)

hmm

so yeah what have i been up to these past few days? lots actually
first, i watched gossip girl online. and yeah it`s a bimbo show but i like it that way. Besides the totally gorgeous looking cast(Nate, gasp!) and outfits(when will i be able to afford those designer brands huh?)
and there was a light snowfall early this morning. very very light in fact. :) Next week I`ll be going on a ski trip on Wednesday!
I`m pondering on whether to buy something for myself. For my own guilty pleasure. A Nintendo DS Lite. My biggest fear is that it will go to waste but I`ve been thinking about it non-stop. And guess what, exams are in 3 weeks time!!! And a week after that I`m going back again! That explains why I am in no mood at all for classes when usually I like going to school because it keeps me busy and not bored.

nonsensical ramblings

one day if i ever buy a house on my own, i want my best friend to live beside me. ash-ey:)
so we can go shopping together on weekends, talk for hours, have sleepovers and basically just see each other everyday. and life would be perfect.LOL. me dreaming again...

:P

There is this feeling inside me right now which I can`t really describe. And writing about it here will be sort of weird. There are some things I would still like to keep to myself i guess.
Family and friends are important, that i realize now. It is so true especially when u are going through a rough patch in ur life.
You know when you are young and immature, you tend not to see little details in your life. You only concentrate on the big picture and you fail to see what really matters. Now this year, as I am turning 21, I really want to be wiser in the decisions I take. Grow up, as they say but keep a bit of the forever young spirit in you. :)

song

Nice right this song?
The lyrics, melody, everything!
Lyrics:
※Baby boy わたしはここにいるよ どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know dat I love you だからこそ 心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心
言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ※

不器用な俺 遠くにいる君
伝えたい気持ちそのまま言えずに 君は行っちまった
いまじゃ残された君はアルバムの中
電波でしか会えない日々 たけど見えないぜ君の微笑み
君のぬくもり 髪の香り こののどの渇きはそのまま満たされずに
過ぎてく日々の中 なんだか君の面影ひたすら探した
君とよく歩いたあの道は 今俺だけの足音が響いていた
んなことよりお前の方は元気か? ちゃんと飯食ってるか?
ちくしょう、やっぱ言えねえや
また今度送るよ 俺からのLetter

(※くり返し)

鎌倉の砂浜で見た君の姿 波にのまれた君に言いたい言葉
なんだかマジせつねぇ 男なのになんで…言葉出てこねぇや
覚えてますか?君と行ったカラオケの中
俺が入れた曲の言葉 モニターに浮かんだまま
ほんとは君に伝えたかった
君と二人きりで初めて待ち合わせをしたあの日
まるで偶然に会ったかのようにはしゃぎ
微笑む君が忘れられないって
話かなりそれちまったがわかるよな?俺が言いたい言葉
S**t 残り書く場所がねえや
ごめん 次は絶対に送るから

(※くり返し)

俺がもっと金持ちだったら もっとまともな仕事をしてたら
もしもすべて犠牲にできたのなら 俺は絶対に君を…
だがPlease勘違いだけはすんな 君に寂しい思いはさせたくねぇが
忙しい中あんま話せねぇが
baby believe これは all for our future
But 正直 今すぐ君と会いたい 今すぐ抱きしめてやりたい
昔 君が俺の隣で座ってた席には もう誰もいないって…
まぁ そんな事はいいんだ 言いたいことはそんなんじゃねぇんだ
いまさらだが ずっと言いたかった言葉を込め 送るUnsent letter

Baby girl わたしはここにいるよ どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know dat I love you だからこそ 心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心
言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ

Baby boy わたしはここにいるよ どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know I love you だからこそ 心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心 今なら素直に言えるよ
I don't eva wanna let you go

english translation:
Baby boy I am over here Waiting and not going anywhere Just here waiting for you
You know dat I love you As such do not worry
No matter how far you go This heart of mine will not change
You should know what I want to say
I am waiting for you

The useless me The distant you
The words that I want to say were not even said and you left already
What's left behind now is only your photo album
On days of only wired communication Could not see your smile
Your warmth The fragrance of your hair This thirsty throat that could not be satiated
Everyday that passes All I do was searching madly for your face
The streets that I strolled with you are now only filled with the sound of my footsteps
No matter how Are you well? Have you eaten well?
Annoying Still I can't say it out
Next time I will send my letter

Baby boy I am over here Waiting and not going anywhere Just here waiting for you
You know dat I love you As such do not worry
No matter how far you go This heart of mine will not change
You should know what I want to say
I am waiting for you

At Kamamura's beach I watched your silhoutte The words I wanted to say were swallowed by the waves
I feel really pitiful...I'm a guy...yet I couldn't speak up...
Do you still rememember? I went to the karaoke with you
The lyrics of the song that I chose It showed plainly on the screen
Actually are words that I wanted to transmit them to you
The first time we waited for each other on that date
That shy smile of yours as though I bumped into you I did not forget to mention
What I said seemed to be unrelated Could you understand? What I meant to say
S**t No place to write it
Excuse me Next time I would definitely send it to you

Baby boy I am over here Waiting and not going anywhere Just here waiting for you
You know dat I love you As such do not worry
No matter how far you go This heart of mine will not change
You should know what I want to say
I am waiting for you

If I were slightly richer If I were to have a job of some sort
If everything is sacrificed Then I would definitely ...
But please do not mistaken I definitely am not trying to make you feel lonely
At the moment I am a bit busy I can't say too much But baby believe all this all for our future
But truthfully Now I really want to see you Now I want to hold you
In the past the seat where you sat next to me is no longer occupied
Ha All this is still fine What I want to say is the following
Right now All that I want to say I would input them in
Send Unsent letter

Baby girl I am over here Waiting and not going anywhere Just here waiting for you
You know dat I love you As such do not worry
No matter how far you go This heart of mine will not change
You should know what I want to say
I am waiting for you

Baby boy I am over here Waiting and not going anywhere Just here waiting for you
You know dat I love you As such do not worry
No matter how far you go This heart of mine will not change
Now you could be straight forward and tell me
I don't eva wanna let u go
You should know what I want to say
Waiting for you