Wednesday, January 30, 2008

hehehe, ok i`m continuing this anyway. But I really dunno what to write about nowadays. Well, if u want to hear me whine about the exams, which I`m sure isn`t something you all wanna hear. Or the fact that I have a presentation up next monday in japanese. Which I haven`t started preparing for yet. And how everything is so confusing to me(organic chem) I seriously am running out of ideas here...
edit: there is this new musical called across the universe featuring beatles` songs...I MUST watch this!!

Saturday, January 26, 2008

:P

Last nite i was listening to blue non-stop. yes, it is that band Blue. More specifically, the boyband Blue. Haha, I know a friend of mine was crazy about Blue once and now i finally agree with him that their songs are actually nice. Ok la, I know I am in this crazy mood right now that is into those boyband type of songs. Why do they go away? I mean except Backstreet Boys(whose concert I`m attending in 3 week`s time!!) the rest is poof..gone...
I`m thinking of reverting back to posting up pics only..Maybe I`ve lost the enthusiasm to blog..

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

I cried yesterday. Hate this feeling. But after waking up this morning i felt refreshed again:)
And ready again to start the day. Aih, life oh life oooohhh life ooh life dudududu
Sometimes maybe it is good to reflect back on the past but sometimes you gotta be strong and tell yourself, even if it hurts, that u can`t change anything about the past.
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And I wanna say thank you to ash for buying me the lovely pink/purple pencil box. Yay, now we have identical pencil box. It is soooo nice and sweet!!
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And thank you for the cd,shirt, and card. It made my day:)

Monday, January 21, 2008

our song

cheeky song but i cannot stop listening to it..how???

Saturday, January 19, 2008

-i baked sponge cake yesterday
-ate a super delicious krispy kreme for the first time yesterday
so that is yesterday and what about my plans for today? organic chemistry...study and revise it,I have a lot to cover this time around:(
I just can`t wait to go back home. When I am back home I will post up more pics because well, I left the connection wires back at home and I dun have any memory card reader::
Plans when I`m back...visit KL`s latest shopping malls! And probably visit ppktj...ahhh those days. OK back to the present..busy days revising for exams ahead!Chow!

Thursday, January 17, 2008

sweet valley

I remember sweet valley. how could i not? at one time, reading and buying sweet valley novels meant the world to me. And i could not live without them, literally. I started reading around the age of 10 and by the time I am 12 year old, almost EVERY girl in my school was hooked. So basically, books swapping and books getting lost in the process, namely sweet valley novels, were abundant during those days in primary school. It was really THE must read book for us girls. We drool over Todd Wilkins and many many other "hotties" in the book, we were simply curious young teenagers wanting to find out about the trials and tribulations of Jessica and Elizabeth Wakefield. I remember those days well. I`m more of the Elizabeth type..I think when i go back home for spring break, I shall pick up a Sweet Valley book to read, just for old time`s sake. And reminisce about those days:)

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

hmm

so yeah what have i been up to these past few days? lots actually
first, i watched gossip girl online. and yeah it`s a bimbo show but i like it that way. Besides the totally gorgeous looking cast(Nate, gasp!) and outfits(when will i be able to afford those designer brands huh?)
and there was a light snowfall early this morning. very very light in fact. :) Next week I`ll be going on a ski trip on Wednesday!
I`m pondering on whether to buy something for myself. For my own guilty pleasure. A Nintendo DS Lite. My biggest fear is that it will go to waste but I`ve been thinking about it non-stop. And guess what, exams are in 3 weeks time!!! And a week after that I`m going back again! That explains why I am in no mood at all for classes when usually I like going to school because it keeps me busy and not bored.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

nonsensical ramblings

one day if i ever buy a house on my own, i want my best friend to live beside me. ash-ey:)
so we can go shopping together on weekends, talk for hours, have sleepovers and basically just see each other everyday. and life would be perfect.LOL. me dreaming again...

Friday, January 4, 2008

:P

There is this feeling inside me right now which I can`t really describe. And writing about it here will be sort of weird. There are some things I would still like to keep to myself i guess.
Family and friends are important, that i realize now. It is so true especially when u are going through a rough patch in ur life.
You know when you are young and immature, you tend not to see little details in your life. You only concentrate on the big picture and you fail to see what really matters. Now this year, as I am turning 21, I really want to be wiser in the decisions I take. Grow up, as they say but keep a bit of the forever young spirit in you. :)

song



Nice right this song?
The lyrics, melody, everything!
Lyrics:
※Baby boy わたしはここにいるよ どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know dat I love you だからこそ 心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心
言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ※

不器用な俺 遠くにいる君
伝えたい気持ちそのまま言えずに 君は行っちまった
いまじゃ残された君はアルバムの中
電波でしか会えない日々 たけど見えないぜ君の微笑み
君のぬくもり 髪の香り こののどの渇きはそのまま満たされずに
過ぎてく日々の中 なんだか君の面影ひたすら探した
君とよく歩いたあの道は 今俺だけの足音が響いていた
んなことよりお前の方は元気か? ちゃんと飯食ってるか?
ちくしょう、やっぱ言えねえや
また今度送るよ 俺からのLetter

(※くり返し)

鎌倉の砂浜で見た君の姿 波にのまれた君に言いたい言葉
なんだかマジせつねぇ 男なのになんで…言葉出てこねぇや
覚えてますか?君と行ったカラオケの中
俺が入れた曲の言葉 モニターに浮かんだまま
ほんとは君に伝えたかった
君と二人きりで初めて待ち合わせをしたあの日
まるで偶然に会ったかのようにはしゃぎ
微笑む君が忘れられないって
話かなりそれちまったがわかるよな?俺が言いたい言葉
S**t 残り書く場所がねえや
ごめん 次は絶対に送るから

(※くり返し)

俺がもっと金持ちだったら もっとまともな仕事をしてたら
もしもすべて犠牲にできたのなら 俺は絶対に君を…
だがPlease勘違いだけはすんな 君に寂しい思いはさせたくねぇが
忙しい中あんま話せねぇが
baby believe これは all for our future
But 正直 今すぐ君と会いたい 今すぐ抱きしめてやりたい
昔 君が俺の隣で座ってた席には もう誰もいないって…
まぁ そんな事はいいんだ 言いたいことはそんなんじゃねぇんだ
いまさらだが ずっと言いたかった言葉を込め 送るUnsent letter

Baby girl わたしはここにいるよ どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know dat I love you だからこそ 心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心
言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ

Baby boy わたしはここにいるよ どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know I love you だからこそ 心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心 今なら素直に言えるよ
I don't eva wanna let you go

english translation:
Baby boy I am over here Waiting and not going anywhere Just here waiting for you
You know dat I love you As such do not worry
No matter how far you go This heart of mine will not change
You should know what I want to say
I am waiting for you

The useless me The distant you
The words that I want to say were not even said and you left already
What's left behind now is only your photo album
On days of only wired communication Could not see your smile
Your warmth The fragrance of your hair This thirsty throat that could not be satiated
Everyday that passes All I do was searching madly for your face
The streets that I strolled with you are now only filled with the sound of my footsteps
No matter how Are you well? Have you eaten well?
Annoying Still I can't say it out
Next time I will send my letter

Baby boy I am over here Waiting and not going anywhere Just here waiting for you
You know dat I love you As such do not worry
No matter how far you go This heart of mine will not change
You should know what I want to say
I am waiting for you

At Kamamura's beach I watched your silhoutte The words I wanted to say were swallowed by the waves
I feel really pitiful...I'm a guy...yet I couldn't speak up...
Do you still rememember? I went to the karaoke with you
The lyrics of the song that I chose It showed plainly on the screen
Actually are words that I wanted to transmit them to you
The first time we waited for each other on that date
That shy smile of yours as though I bumped into you I did not forget to mention
What I said seemed to be unrelated Could you understand? What I meant to say
S**t No place to write it
Excuse me Next time I would definitely send it to you

Baby boy I am over here Waiting and not going anywhere Just here waiting for you
You know dat I love you As such do not worry
No matter how far you go This heart of mine will not change
You should know what I want to say
I am waiting for you

If I were slightly richer If I were to have a job of some sort
If everything is sacrificed Then I would definitely ...
But please do not mistaken I definitely am not trying to make you feel lonely
At the moment I am a bit busy I can't say too much But baby believe all this all for our future
But truthfully Now I really want to see you Now I want to hold you
In the past the seat where you sat next to me is no longer occupied
Ha All this is still fine What I want to say is the following
Right now All that I want to say I would input them in
Send Unsent letter

Baby girl I am over here Waiting and not going anywhere Just here waiting for you
You know dat I love you As such do not worry
No matter how far you go This heart of mine will not change
You should know what I want to say
I am waiting for you

Baby boy I am over here Waiting and not going anywhere Just here waiting for you
You know dat I love you As such do not worry
No matter how far you go This heart of mine will not change
Now you could be straight forward and tell me
I don't eva wanna let u go
You should know what I want to say
Waiting for you