Friday, May 22, 2009

I notice lately I am putting on weight especially around that belly area. So in order to get a hot body for the summer so I can fit into those pretty pretty looking bikinis they have on sale, I have to get to in shape by doing EXERCISE. I am not a big fan of exercise. I did some la in PPKTJ but in Japan, not so much. But after the exams are over, I will get down to business. I hope.
My preferred form of exercise: jogging, walking briskly, more jogging, cycling?, maybe i will take up swimming again in malaysia...what else is good? pilates? maybe.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

they say that friendship between two girls is complicated. for me thankfully i have someone who is willing to unravel all that. she is someone i met when i was 15 and we have our ups and downs and now finally we manage to find a common ground. but actually we found that out long time ago la. I call her sometimes and we talk until the credit habis ahaha.and seriously, that for me has been therapeutic than ofuro. i have very few close friends and she is one of them and one of the closest. thanks dear, u mean so much to me u know. glad having u in my life:)

another would be my childhood buddy. although i cannot answer most of ur questions in facebook, there are some things which i think i can answer. like how u broke ur arm(left) when u were young. like how u used to ask people to call u a certain name. like how u used to have this red mini car that we used to drive and usually ur the driver. haha. and how we would play till the sunset. do u remember how simpler those days were. remember titanic? remember the book of celebs? i used to envy u for having an electronic dictionary. i wanted one so much but i was too shy to ask from u to play with it. but when i was so naive, u were my reality ground, the pillar i lean on, u were always the stronger one. thanks for everythg. cannot write all those things we shared together. shy.hehe
Why this guy always have to rely on me for reports. I mean those are simple calculations what....Ish..Do I look like Santa to u? I already told u that u should at least try to do some. But still u argggh! Patience Joceline. Only two more months and this will be over. Oh I am talking about experiment reports. My partner copies mine every week. Siao.
Sometimes I think what if I fail 農工大。I am nervous. No, I am more than nervous. Like a huge bundle of nerves. But still can find time to watch youtube and friends. Hey Joceline get to work la.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

There is no turning back now. I am definitely taking the suisen to nokodai.Paid the lump sum of 30000man multiply 3 and im so much poorer now but that is not even the main obstacle. Give me the strength God. I know I will be okay but I have to prepare for the worst.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

so tell me, if you feel that there is constant power struggle in a relationship, do u somehow take that as a challenge to better yourself or will it lower your self-esteem even more? sigh

Monday, May 4, 2009

dashboard confessional-stolen

We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grand farewells
Crash the best one, of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart

And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen my heart

I watch you spin around in your highest heels
You are the best one, of the best ones
We all look like we feel

You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

nothing whatsoever to do with my feelings ok. People stop jumping to conclusions.Tee hee