Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Sometimes I wonder and think if this is really what it is, they why don't i feel differently. There are thousands of valid reasons and maybe, that is all the explanation I need to just stop thinking about it anymore. To just be myself and slave to no one, not even money or time. No, I am sorry. Sorry for this and for every single thing. The timing, the sheer madness of it all is wearing me down.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Sotsuken(graduation research??) is tiring, that I can tell you. It is time-consuming, without a doubt. On the other hand, there is a sense of accomplishment if it is successful. Though I am a lot busier these days, when the day is done, I look back and say, what a day indeed! I wonder if this enthusiasm of mine will fade as time passes by. Oh and I think my wisdom tooth is coming out again. (I took the other out last year) I think I am going to see the dentist to see if he can extract this one as well. It is not that I hated my wisdom tooth or anything. It is just plain annoying and it might be a real headache as u grow older and to people who had had braces before, it is better to extract it. I am not sure exactly why but it might disturb the alignment of your teeth. There goes all the dentist visits and thin metal rod pulling the teeth together(indescribable pain, I can attest to that) Also, the humiliation suffered every time u laugh or talk or kiss.I did not have a boyfriend during high school so I will not know about the kissing part. If anyone can enlighten me, I will be happy. The sun ain't shining that much these days isn't it. So, peeps, do not forget the ever-important umbrella okay. Shine or rain, that is your best friend. I'm getting darker these days also. Let's lather on the sunscreen, girls!!
Sunday, June 14, 2009
It is over for me, for now at least. I passed the exam and next year I will be transferring to Nokodaiー東京農工大学. But life in itself is a lifelong education process. It does not stop here that is for sure. I am looking forward to next year, for this and so many other wonderful reasons.